Skip to main content

25. Balade: «Car de presant, je veul tout le contraire»







5





10




15





20




 
25. Balade: «Car de presant, je veul tout le contraire»

Je filz rondeaux, baladez, virelais,
Ou temps passé que j’amay par amours,
Et me tenoie liéz, jolis et gais,
Car bien cuidoie ainsy faire tousjours.
Festes queroie, dance, joustez, bouhors,
Ne voulsisse lors autre chose faire.
Or m’est ly temps bien tourné au rebours,
Car de presant, je veul tout le contraire.

Las! je voy bien que ne feray jamais
Fors enviellir, dont j’ay assez doulours.
De maint grant mal m’estuet porter le faiz,
Et cy ne treux qui me face secours.
Povre de bien, Fortune, de sez tours
M’a bien monstré, que trouvay debonnaire,
Quant perdoie le mien con folz et lours.
Car de present, je veul tout le contraire.

D’or en avant, veul prier pour la paix
Et Dieu servir, car s’est mon droit recours,
Et savoir veul ou sera mes retrais,
Quant court fauldra, pour demourer ailleurs,
Non pas toudis porter chapeaus de flours,
N’avoir ainsy robez plus de vingt paire.
Ainsy le fis, de quoy ce fut foulours,
Car de present, je veul tout le contraire.
 
25. Ballade: “For at present, I want exactly the opposite”

I made rondeaux, ballades, and virelais
In former times, when I was in love,
And I considered myself happy, jolly, and gay,
For I believed that I would be so always.
I sought out parties, dances, jousts, tourneys,
Nor did I did want to do anything else.
Now has time turned upside down for me,
For at present, I want exactly the opposite.

Alas, I see clearly that all that’s left for me
Is to grow old, for which I have great grief.
I must carry the burden of many a great pain,
And here I don’t find anyone who can help.
Poor of goods, Fortune, whom I used to find gracious,
Has well shown me some of her tricks
When I lost what was mine like a fool and imbecile.
For at present, I want exactly the opposite.

From now on, I want to pray for peace
And to serve God, for that’s my proper refuge,
And I want to know where my retreat will be
When soon, in order to dwell elsewhere,
I’ll have to give up wearing a chaplet of flowers
And also having more than twenty robes.
So I used to do, which was a folly,
For at present, I want exactly the opposite.
 



(t-note)
(see note)



(t-note)


(see note)








(see note)
(t-note)